Then I just kind of let go. I relax. I breathe. I give up all control. The house disappears and everything turns a light grey color. I’m just floating. I feel myself slowly floating down to the ground, no longer in the car. I saw lots of different things as I was floating down.
So I have now had intense neck pain, which then transfers over to headaches, for the past 4 weeks. It’s kind of ridiculous. Everyday I feel worse.…… Read more “Healing Pain From Multiple Angles”
Later that day I did another meditation with a guide and practiced pranayama breathing for the first time. I heard the words: “Dont try to create life, let life create itself.”
photo taken from http://madisonhouseinc.com/satsang/ I don’t usually post music, John Jr’s influence has probably given me the idea, but I’ve really been diggin this song. I just recently…… Read more “A Song For Today – Satsang – I Am”
A story on how I overcame my anxiety – written a good while ago, mustering up the courage to share I had been working at my job…… Read more “Overcoming Anxiety”
For the most part, I feel our best healing comes from within. From turning our awareness inwards and finding emotional or mental blockages that are creating the…… Read more “Healing at the Root”
I came out of some unremembered vision hearing my voice or another’s voice say, “I am not afraid anymore” or “I will not be afraid anymore”
Meditation on June 28 2017 My neck has been hurting insanely bad for 6 days. Which then also caused my entire head to ache as well. I…… Read more “Healing Neck Pain Through Meditation”
I did a Quantum Healing Hypnosis – Past life regression Therapy (QHHT) with Michael Garber of Transformotion the evening before this meditation. You can read about my…… Read more “Meditating on Hypnosis – Past Life Regression Experience”
A few nights ago I did a Quantum Healing Hypnosis – Past life regression Therapy (QHHT) with Michael Garber of Transformotion. This was an on-line group past…… Read more “Experiencing Quantum Healing Hypnosis – Past Life Regression Therapy”
I’m in a very large circle of rainbow light and colors. Maybe meditating. I notice a building beside this large circle. The building is like a monastery or something. A place of great spirituality. But I am outside it…
Meditating is becoming a nice way to dream while awake. I’m not sure if this is the point, but I still enjoy it. 3 days ago -…… Read more ““And There We Will Find Some Great Gemstones” – Hypnagogic Meditation Images”
For the past few days though, things have been changing. I can actually remember the hypnagogic images and I had a strong glowing, buzzing sensation which lasted much longer than normal. Though I’m reaching this through meditating, it seems very similar to dreaming…
A couple weeks ago I had an idea to make some music that would induce sleep and then hopefully induce a lucid dream. I made this using the Cakewalk music creator program. It was a fail in regards to lucid dreaming. The plan was to make some trance like beats that put me to sleep and then about 30 minutes into it, have my voice enter the music telling me I was dreaming…
The mentality is “Keep Calm and Carry on” or we can translate this to say, “suck it up and keep going.” Shake it off and continue. I was listening to BBC and they were interviewing people after the alleged terrorist drove recklessly on the bridge intentionally killing 3 and injuring more than 40 others. The people said, (not a direct quote) “[we have to keep going. We have to go to work, business cannot stop. We can’t give the terrorists the satisfaction of affecting us. We can’t be wimps.]” That last part about being wimps is a direct quote.
This mentality is killing us..
Occasionally, life grabs me by the aura and demands silence form my mind. I am overcome with the need to be still. Silenced. Observe and just take it all in…
These are all opportunities to realize I’m dreaming.
Before going to bed I would remind myself to watch for these signs. Tell myself to remember, when something is odd know it’s a dream. Test it out by trying to fly…
Trying to look within. Understand the Self. What is the Self? When we strip away the stories we tell ourselves of who we are, what’s left? What is us vs. what is conditioning? Who are we and who have we become? What is in our genetic makeup and what have we learned through experience…